*Trigger warning - photo of blood vials.
I’d been riding half doses since I started HRT last November. I tried upping to a full dose a couple of times between then and between now, it just felt like a little too much at the time. I really can’t explain it, twas more a feeling I’m unable to articulate in words. And then I tried again last month, though I must have grown into it because that too much feeling wouldn’t come around this time. I’d been on a roller coaster of emotions that I suspected might have been due to uneven dosing, having to measure the gel out by sight - roughly three dime size dollups, though I never could seem to get it close to half and half. I’d felt myself leveling out leveling out leveling out, riding that full dose wave.
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